Friday, January 28, 2005

boooooredness. >.<

01. I have asthma.
02. I'm obsessed with Jelly Bracelets.
03. I think I was a mistake [i know i was]
04. I broke my collar bone when I was a baby.
06. I have passed out 5 times in my life from drinking.
07. I obsess over everything.
08. I rock back and forth when I'm nervous.
09. I still don't have any idea what I want to do when I'm older.
10. I'm disappointed in myself for fucking up school.
11. I don't take medications but I probably should.
12. More than anything else in the world - I love seeing people laugh.
13. I wish I wasn't an EC musician.
14. I was born in Cleveland, Ohio.
15. I have a really hard time trusting people.
16. I love my best friend more than I love any other person.
17. I love sleeping past noon.
18. My birthday is September 20th.
19. I have OCD.
20. I think drugs are stupid but I did them anyway. [haha, i'm so dumb]
21. I dislike myself.
22. I make a lot of mistakes.
23. I have a messy room.
24. I see things in a different perspective.
25. I want to live with my best friend in a weird painted apartment filled with our ... weird personalities.
26. I hate high school.
27. I very rarely have to pee.
28. I am a night owl.
29. I care about people more than they realize.
30. I am heartbroken.
31. I love movies.
32. I wish I was an orphan.
33. I'm picky about people.
34. I have a sore back.
35. It bugs me when people are stubborn. Even though I am.
36. I try to forgive but never forget.
37. I have been in love.
38. I want to be a better musician.
39. I wish I had something better to do than this.
40. I love you.
41. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they cost nothing.
42. I hate surprises.
43. I still love my brother even though he is an asshole.
44. My pillow is a close friend of mine.
45. I don't like being complimented but it makes my day brighter none-the-less.
46. I think that the drinking age should be 18.
47. I love Heaven, even though I haven't been there yet.
48. I never know how to accept compliments.
49. I love being alone.
50. I get along with boys much better than girls.
51. I hate awkward silences.
52. I love when people think i'm weird.
53. I love my friends.
54. I have a hard time letting people get close, because I fear they'll leave soon.
55. I wish I was a good person.
56. I HATE being stared at.
57. I'm not as happy as people think I am.
58. Girls always think I hate them. And they're usually right.
59. I hate clothes.
60. I'm easy to please.
61. I can't cook for shit.
62. I dont know my own effect on people
63. I want to visit the make-up Drivers Ed class because I promised them I'd stop by.
64. My neck's sore.
65. My dreams are fucked up.
66. I rarely show my true emotions.
67. I have done the Las Ketchup dance before.
68. I hate when my nose is runny.
69. Friends have fallen for me.
70. I have a few best friends
71. I think jellyfish are scary.
72. I can make people laugh, but I don't mean to....
73. I love many different kinds of music
74. I always sing along with music in the car.
75. I hate ghost stories. They scare me!
76. I wish I didn't have to grow up
77. I love my friends.
78. I try not to over-analyze things.
79. I laugh at dead baby jokes.
80. I come off as weird.
81. I never express my feelings to people.
82. I wish Kim was still here.
83. I'm too self-critical.
84. I would like to stay alone in my room forever.
85. I hate having regrets.
86. I hate complaining but I do anyway without realizing it.
87. I only cry when I'm really really sad.
88. I hate when people say "OMG Just Kidding"
90. I think Kate Winslet is a dyke.
91. I love ice cubes.
92. I love eating things that are bad for me.
93. I go to bed at about 11:30pm.
94. I used to work nowhere.
95. I have never been to another country.
96. I can lose my temper very easily.
97. I don't know how to deal with a lot of stuff.
98. I dream about death every night.
99. I'm sensitive.
100. I hide emotions.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

another one :P

Bold which applies to you.
o1. I'm in a relationship
o2. I can't eat sugar
o3. I am in love
o4. I think Bush is an awesome president
o5. I think gay marriage should be approved
o6. I enjoy playing my music loud
o7. I like to decorate stuff
o8. I love the color silver
o9. I have too much free time
1o. I love hugs!
11. I like to take pictures
12. I am a blonde
13. I love Vanilla Coke
14. My parents are divorced
15. I get amused easily sometimes
16. I hate my sibling sometimes
17. I love all my friends to death
18. I have been to the world of my own at least once
19. I love Aladdin
2o. I'm afraid of losing loved ones
21. When I get home the first thing I do is get on computer
22. I need to apply myself more.
23. I need more sleep
24. I like to write poetry
25. Hypocrites piss me off
26. I wish I could ride a motorcycle
27. I don't like chocolate much
28. I have weird dreams
29. I don't have a shower
3o. I love to swim
31. I'm scared of changes
33. I don't do extracurricular activities
34. I'm too lazy
35. I am an atheist
36. I tend to hate jerks
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I'm easily hurt
39. I'm an Internet nut
40. AIM takes up 1/4 of my life
41. I like giving gifts
42. I enjoy receiving them as well
43. I'm quiet in class and loud with my friends
44. I love watching films
45. I am very crazy at times
46. I know how to play the flute
47. I love where I go to school
48. I hate my homelife
49. I don't like eating
50. I leave school soon [20 more weeks. :]
51. I am an impulse spender
52. I only ever seem to drink pepsi/coke
53. I have lots of nicknames
54. I eat too much junk food
55. I've had a Xanga for over a year
56. I'm tough on the outside, super sensitive on the inside
57. I love video games
58. I am shy at first
59. I'm scared that the entire world hates me
60. I love sarcasm
61. I'm a bit blonde at times
62. I think I scare people sometimes
63. I think snobby people suck
64. I hate it when people judge others without knowing them well
65. I prefer the internet to the TV
66. I can cry and not be sad
67. I shower
68. I interrupt people a lot
69. I hate it when people ignore me or irritate me
70. I'm quiet, then I come out with random outbursts
71. I have a lot of pet peeves
72. I hate scratched CD's and DVD's
73. I love blue eyes
74. I hate acting girlish
75. I'm a very messy person
76. I want more piercings
77. I hate my figure
78. My friends are loud but awesome
79. I sleep on my side
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all
82. Iced coffee is the best
83. I want to get my ears pierced again
84. I want my belly button pierced
85. I like sitting around doing nothing if it pleases me
86. I don't like talking to new people
87. I love horse back riding
88. I'm a day dreamer
89. I never want to get married
90. I like clean sheets
91. I love to ramble about random things
92. If I leave my hair to dry it goes curly
93. I don't sleep much
94. I loathe sunbathing
95. I'm scared of the near future
96. I hate it when parents take sides
97. My starsign is virgo
98. I share my Birthday with best friend.
99. I love receiving Xanga Comments
1o0. I've rode in a hot air balloon
1o1. I've bowled left handed
1o2. I love popcorn
1o3. I've liked my best friend before
1o4. I wake up to an alarm clock
1o5. I hide things under my bed
1o6. I hate closed-minded people
1o7. I have gone sky diving
1o8. I've written a book
1o9. I love Def Leppard
11o. I make wishes on "11:11"
111. I've played lacrosse
112. I have the same best friend since kindergarten
113. I absolutely love cute/weird socks
114. I know what I want to be when I grow up
115. I write in cursive
116. I paint my nails
117. My best friend lives in another state [my poor megan. =(]
118. I watch T.V. to fall asleep
119. I try to always do my hair in cute styles, but it never looks good.
12o. Whenever I'm bored, I usually resort to dumb quizzes like this one

boredness

Bold all that apply
I am a dork.
I have 3 pets.
I overuse the word like.
I miss the backstreet boys.
I wish I was still 4.
I have a boyfriend.
I am single.
I never made out with someone .
I never broke anything on my body.
I don't take crap from people.
I like to take pictures.
I have wings. [i drink red bull and it gives meh wings. :P]
I have been to a concert.
I have a name with 11 letters in it.
I have a nickname that begins with the letter K.
I watch Mad TV.
I have no bedtime.
I have 7 phones.
I have 3 computers.
I like to wear spikes.
I like to sing.
My favorite color is yellow.
I am original.
I like to chew ABC gum.
I can dance as good as spiderman can fly.
I spell you "yoOh".
I am polish.
I consider myself good looking.
I read at least 100 books a year. [not sure.]
I like to blare music.
I have more than 2 cell phones.
I have never flunked a grade before.
I like the smell of permanent marker.
I am scared of the dark.
I have had 10 or more detentions.
I have a crush on the Math teacher.
My I.Q. is 3.0 or higher. [uhm, GPA maybe?]
I don't label people.
I go to church.
I would rather burn than drown.
I would rather drown than burn.
I read the book Computers for Dummies.
I don't like country music.
I cried to the "Concrete Angel" music video.
I wear orange eyeshadow.
I have blue lipstick.
I have more than 20 purses.
I could never hurt anyone.
I have 7 screen names. [prolly more]
There are some things I can write about that I can't talk about.
There are many people that I dislike.
I like living in the present.
I love giving people gifts.
I hate musicals.
I haven't been in any musical performances.
I love cheesecake.
I have a lot of trust issues.
I am not a virgin.
I eat meat sometimes.
If it has vodka in it, I'll drink it.
I wait too long before I see a doctor.
If I like a movie, I become obsessed with it.
I don't like video games.
I hate competition.
I can take good qualities and learn something from everyone I know.
I can sometimes be very self-conscious.
I don't have tattoos.
I am an independent person.
I think I'm a dork.
I can't keep secrets.
I live in my room.
I don't know what most big words mean.
I know only one person who truly knows me.
I tend to get pissed at people very easily and then get over it very easily. [i don't get over it easily]
I love stuffed animals.
My family has no "family secrets" that we're not supposed to talk about.
I'm afraid of letting everyone down.
I think to a degree, I've been too grown up for years.
I sometimes get upset for no good reason.
It would be nice if I were to be on MTV someday.
I went to a public school.
I don't identify with my generation.
I know who I want to marry someday.
I believe there's someone for everyone.
My family is dysfunctional.
I'm scared of the dark.
I'm right handed.
I have really long hair.
I would love to see the world.
I don't get along well with my family.
I'm Wiccan.
I'm really good with kids.
I love to act.
I get withdrawal if I don't have internet access for more than a few days.
I've had an eating disorder.
I don't know how to drive.
I like having my picture taken.
I know sign language. [only the ABC's]
I don't like rap music.
I never wear makeup.
I have a brother.
I love Spike from Buffy.
I have been to Texas.
I have a hard time keeping in touch with people who are far away.
I've smoked cannabis.
I love sci-fi.
I would like to get a tattoo some time in my life.
I wish money really did grow on trees.
I don't live with my parents.
I secretly like dressing up.
I have over 50 people on my buddy list.
I enjoy painting.
I don't know anything about cars.
I prefer dogs to cats.
I do not like cold weather one bit.
I hate doing my dishes.
I don't like stupid people.
I know how to sew.
I have brown hair. [light brown w/ orange]

Thursday, January 13, 2005

let me die.

i just don't know anymore.
about anything. anyone...
someone just let me die.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

didnt know ppl had halo parties. :P

haha.
"ok well its not the first halo party i went to but its the frist halo party that was at my house and i know its not the last lol.the 5 things i know for next time
1. not to let emma in a 6 foot radis of popcorn
2. if emma spills something get rid of what ever she spilled so she wont spill it 4 more times
3. do not give anyone anything with caffee or sugar
4. have a large supply of pain killers
5. ear plugs
i had alot of fun and i hope we get to do it agian except with out popcorn geting stuck in the vacum cleaner
Omar"
never let emma near... well... anything. :P
and... never get popcorn stuck inna vacum cleaner. really. :P

Saturday, January 01, 2005

15 things

15 things i'm glad i had this year: [in no particular order]
1. My Friends - - god i have no idea where i'd be without you guys. dead prolly. thanks muchly.
2. My Dad - - You have always been there for meh. Thanks.
3. Mike - - you made my world complete. but now i hate you.
4. school - - no, really... school. where i can see all of my friends
5. weekends - - where i can see all of my friends
6. my brother - - you rock my worrrrrrld. i love you.
7. food - - couldn't live without it!
8. gym class - - it realeses anger. like fxcking whoa.
9. water - - i drink it everyday.
10. megan - for making me feel happy and good about myself everyday. i love you so much
11. the olympics -- omfg, i can NEVER forget this. four years ago, i didn't know much about the olympics...but this year, i was prepared and high! the olympics introduced me to the one and only, michael phelps. man, gotat wait for another 4 years. can't wait!!!
12. music - - omg i'd be dead without it. really. truly. omg. thanks so much music. i love you.
13. sushi. - - yummmmmmmmmness -drools-
14. l-l-l-lizzy-liam. - - my one and only best friend in the whole wide world. omg he means so much to me. you're like the brother i never had. i love you sooooooo fxcking mucho.
15. internet - - and my friends on the internet. sarah, kelly, lexi, kayla, steph... i love all of you muchly.